Thursday, March 25, 2010

an examined life

I'm not sure why, but inspiration seems to fly out the window when Julie walks in the door. I just don't have time to sit and write, but, moreover, I don't have time to sit and think (or, more correctly, shower and think or walk and think, as discussed earlier) when Julie is home. That makes sense, I guess. One must be alone to be introspective.

Now, I prefer for Julie to be home. Don't misunderstand and think that I am longing for my long stretches of all-by-myself, navel-gazing time. But, the fact is, Julie doesn't live here anymore. She is an adult with a domicile, and a life, of her own. It's hard for me and for Ben when she leaves us, but we know she doesn't belong here, and wouldn't keep her if we could. Each of us has developed ways to deal with the fact that our little birds have flown the nest, as we always intended for them to do. I examine life as I find it around me, and try to make sense of it as best I can.

Socrates said the unexamined life is not worth living. That seems extreme, but Ben and I have for many years known a woman whom we feel lives an unexamined life, and it seems to us a very shallow existence. As in most things, I believe there is a balance that must be struck between actually living life and ruminating about it. That's what I'm trying to do here, folks. I hope you find it at least intermittently interesting.

1 comment:

Ben said...

Your posts are always interesting, in spite of the fact that we've often talked about what you're posting before you post it. You are an excellent word smith.

And yes, it's all about maintaining a balance - meaning the over-examined life may lack living. This is something I personally try to watch out for.

I also love when Julie or Tom come to stay for a visit. Their perspective on things never fails to deepen my understanding. I love nothing more than chatting with them, either around the house or while off on some adventure. Spending time with them (and their partners!) always makes me feel good!